Had our movie "The Mist" over the last weekend on sun i recall..

Ya he manage to have sometime for mi really appreciated wat is done for mi n made mi feel great..

Really treasure the time that we had when spendin together, but the time that given to us really passes by so fast and short..

Only a head back to the last met up point we had, its already 4days ahead tat we have nt meet.. was it really tat we gonna change? Or its the environment that changed us? nt sure..

Lots of problem prompted and i got to face it really felt hopeless but nt much choices that i had got to pick them up n hold it in my heart.. nt much people noe about my problem..

Who will care anyway?

I feel insecure, low moral, depression, negative, emotion, disappointment, afraid, worry, sad, stress, unhappy but nt angry.. all kind of thought and feelin just went through mi n gave an impact to my heart..

So 1 description on mi Heart pain lo..

What are so beautiful yet to be a passes... and it just a partial of life that we gained through.. Situation that happened might turn out to be an ugly fact that i gonna to accept..

Dun noe wat to write been busy wit my stuff my test my assignment bla bla..

Goin to study another test again.. so nt really free to have a long post.. so short n sharp..

Havin lesson as usual.. as for him busy with work n stuff too.. so both buzy buzy..

But would still like him to spend sometime for mi.. i would appreciate n feel great..

Goin to do some studies..

End here..

Attended my lesson this mornin as per usual 10am to 5pm..

Feel tired coz i dun slp well last night nt feelin well so this mornin was sleepy.. Got assignment to do again n there will be test comin week mon n wed got to study..

nothin much as recently ask lots of question during class so is it gd or bad? dun noe..

Just edited my profile change some of the information but nt as my expectation got welcomed ppl leave meaningful msg.. actually i did remove my body cup size but dun noe y got ppl complain sayin wat cup wat.. den no choice i carried forward my proud cup size tat i had.. as to emphasize for ppl who r jealous or envy on others..

Whether am i pretty or nt is not an important matter as long as the inner mi "my personality" is pretty n confident tats the most important issue..

Hey u r so so irritating n sympathetic with this kind of thinkin, ur inner n "personality" is so so low n no moral get to be so jealousy of wat others had?

Havin class as usual ytd and after lesson went back home lo..

Today no class doin my assignment n relax lo.. nothing really much la.. Was wonderin wat i wanna be or work as after my completion of course.. Find my career in HR mgt? Or business area? nt too sure.. But after getting a job what will be happen before and after then?

What will be the nxt oncoming that i will be expecting for? Hmm i dun noe.. It seen that there are a lot a lot of dun noe n unknown image to be prompt out of my mind..

Money are really an important issue?

What if u r really rich n got lots of money r u happy? nt just spending money to make urself satisfy n happy?

Or if u are poor no money will u tried wat ever best to make life even better n easy goin? But no money to carry out for daily expenses?

Money are the fact that every1 needs but is more or less that u own..



Our last dinner we had on sat n sun......

Sat after their register for Mitsubishi challenge walking around with his friend n accompany him to find his gf after work.. They left n we havin dinner @ Marina Swensen's after our dinner we went home indeed no shoppin dun wish to spend too much money or no money dun noe..

After we reach home n he left..

Sun he went down to suntec meet his friend again for the Mitsubishi challenge interview as for mi @ home doin my stuff n waiting for him. After his stuff done reached my house @ 5pm he feel tired n take a short nap..

7pm wake him up and had our dinner @ Entertainment nothin much we went home, but something went wrong had some talk wit him..

And after our conversation he left.....















I Miss my Jazz.. .. .. . .

WEnt to see doctor this mornin @ Bt Batok Polyclinic got some sensitive problem occur to my skin.. Got red red itch spot appear on my skin..

At 1st it was on my left shoulder i feel itch so my hand scratching it ended up wit a patch of redness on it, so i did my best nt to touch n applied lotion to relief some pain n itch.
Somehow it will on n off to feel the affected area to be itch n wanna touch n scratch it!

after a week it start to recover but others part of my arm n hand started to get itch n the redness occur again headache lo..

Den i cant take it but visit doctor to treat my problem, doctor told mi its skin allergy givin mi 1 anti inflammatory cream, moisturizer cream, last but nt least Allergy medicine to be taken.. may cause drowsiness.. [sleep lo..]

Was there wit dear's accompany n we had our breakfast @ MacDonald its BIG BREAKFAST ya big.. after breakfast went home dear feeding hairy so i took a rest with all cream n medi applied.. den we rest n chat awhile now he on the home get some change becoz we goin out ltr wit friends to Suntec for some Mitsubishi challenge as they r participating..

ok goin to stop here feel sleepy again.. is it the effect from taking medi? dun noe goin to ..zzz take a short nap while waitin for dear..

Update update.....

31 Dec on the last day of 2007 Monday, meetin Weishen, Eric, Yanhao again my usual gang.

Meetin them for movie, we watchin "ALIENS VS PREDATOR 2" at cineleisure @ 12.15am haha.. Before our movie went to taka look for yanhao becoz he workin there, so waiting for him to knock off work @10pm den time still early lo.. thanks to weishen book the movie so so late, so walk around shop shop chat chat..

Did our count down inside the cinema when stepping in to find our seats not long 5min ltr it new year of 2008 we started to make noise n hitting around to announce "Happy new year 2008" so funny..

And ppl in the cinema got influenced by us, indeed some1 shouting out Happy new year but nobody response haha.. Everyone seem too shy to greet n response which i believe they are unknown to each others.. call stranger -__-! . . .

AFter movie already 1.40am i guess.. Movin off slowly to the stop where we took night rider home, nt drivin coz it gotten be traffic jam so i am nt joining that so board NR5 home as for them they are bordin NR3..

Bus arrived but full of ppl on board so we got to wait, my bus service is always the longest to wait n many many ppl will board so they got to accompany mi for my bus lo. haha.. 45 min ltr my bus came manage to on board n reaching home late @ 3.20am so early mornin.. Got to wake up early @ 8am to fetch flight with meimei coz dear is back from Cambodia trip..

Updating again... on 30 Dec, Sun went to west coast wit my family.. |Dad| |Mum| |Me| |Hairy| |My sis| |Brother-in-law| |Nephew| & |Niu niu| their doggy..

I was the driver of the day, while moving off to west coast we were waiting for my sis to come over as they r doin some stuff.. After they arrival @4.20pm we started to pack those stuffs we need to bring along.. Dad n brother in law goin there for some fishing session but nt using fishing rod instead they r using fishing net.. haha.. Catchin fish at the side of the beach..

When we reached parking lot was full.. Got to go round n round findin lot for parkin but den somehow it start to rain ppl runnin around to find shape, slowly ppl drive n leave the place n lots are available lo.. haha.. Not long the rain stopped and on nor off.. And i saw rainbow..

Went to Mac buying some foods & drinks to eat by the beach side.. Enjoyin the scenery n day over there to relax.. Snap some photos too..

Finally got my time back to update my blog.. Was away think quite long ba.. almost 2weeks..

Havin short trip to Batam on 27 Dec, thurs.. Wake up early to reach harbourfront for boardin of boat there n back to Sing @ 8.20pm had our dinner wit my parent n aunt + cousin ++ = 8ppl den boardin 188 back reachin home almost 10pm so tired after the trip there walk walk n shop for the whole day non stop n continuing movin on to next destination..

Bought myself a jeans n a bag.. A crocodile swimming float for tian xiang.. Havin Seafood for lunch @ seafood restaurant 933 somethin like tat..