On 14 Feb 2008, thur. . . its valentine day. . . dun mange to celebrate wit my love 1.. sound sad..
He told mi he will be goin to Malaysia for work purpose but.. really hard to believe he cant make it for mi to celebrate the V..

Eventually something happened dun noe why and how come this is happening n unexpected situation that hit up on mi... Why is tat just a night where every1 starts telling mi story that are differently? what is goin on?

No matter what i just dun wish to get hurt or others too.. I can tried my best to accept everything tat came to mi but i really need time to absorb and analyze it.. No 1 wish to get hurt either but who can help n prevent it from happening?

Can you? Some1 that i chosen to trust n wished to trust? Somehow i learned my lesson for my behavior being acted, bad in temper which causes inconvenience to others or to u.. But if i would to react n behave the way as i dun care, is this wat u really hope for? Some1 who r nt interested or nervous for u, would u prefer that?

well, my feeling for some1 that i had decided or chosen is true n real pls dun treat it as something that are worthless in this world.. pls I dun wish to get hurt like how i had been treated by my pass relation, its really took such a long time for mi to heals my little glass heart that been broke into pieces, and really a big courage for mi to stand on my own feet to start fresh ahead in order to accept others...

U already got the key to the door, if u chose to close the door.. it will be speechless for mi..